[IC] Journal Entry - 03
Jul. 8th, 2010 09:19 pmYou know, I think this place is cheating. Or has no concept of privacy. Maybe I do sparkle if everyone can guess what I am by just looking at me. I thought I was more subtle than that. Do I smell? It's not like I'm showing my teeth. ... And I don't plan to, either. There's enough wildlife here that I can feed and no one will know. ... No, that's not true. Someone always seems to know here.
And even then... they believe in me. How is that possible? ... It shouldn't be, yet I can't find it in me to doubt them. No, that's not true. I just feel so ...relieved that people can believe in me that I want to forget it all again. I want to forget everything I've done, everyone that I've hurt. I could find my off-switch and shed all that pain. One of the few perks of being a vampire - emo has an on and off button.
It's going to come crashing down on me. But for now... maybe I'll believe. Just for a little while.
And even then... they believe in me. How is that possible? ... It shouldn't be, yet I can't find it in me to doubt them. No, that's not true. I just feel so ...relieved that people can believe in me that I want to forget it all again. I want to forget everything I've done, everyone that I've hurt. I could find my off-switch and shed all that pain. One of the few perks of being a vampire - emo has an on and off button.
It's going to come crashing down on me. But for now... maybe I'll believe. Just for a little while.